Angels Among Us

This last week or so I have been really pondering life and what it is all about. After many phone calls of crying and talking to my family, observing all the babies around me while I visit Jaycee, talking with neighbors and friends, I have came to the realization that I am not alone. After questioning over and over "Why me, Why Jaycee, Why Jack?", "Why all of these children at Primary Childrens Hospital?" As I am drowning myself with all this sorrow, stress, fear,saddness, I am forgetting all of the happiness and love that is being showered over me and my family. My prayers are being answered on a daily basis.I am just being to selfish to see it. I ask god everyday to give me stength and courage for whatever comes my way and to comfort me and help me to have faith in him that everything is in his hands and that I just need to trust him.  Hello ME I have been surrounded by so many kind and gracious people to comfort me and give me strength. Thanks God! I have asked for healing for Jaycee! Each and every day Jaycee is ALIVE and thriving! Thanks God! I have asked god to help me maintain my stress. I have a friend each and every day call me and ask how I am and if i need anything at all, knowing whatever I needed she would be at my bekon call. Thanks God! I have my health to help Jaycee in gaining her health! Thanks God! The biggest lesson of all that I have learned is Patience and Being thankful for the blessings right in front of me. I have so many angels among me and my family taking care of my entire family. I know Jaycee isn't being left alone having to fight all by herself to get well. She has many many many angels taking care of her and helping take the burden off her. I know exactly where all these angels are coming from and I am so thankful that I can have faith in God that I will be okay! Jaycee will be okay! Jack will be okay! Thankyou to ALL my family, friends, neighbors, students, parents of my students, southwest employees, upland terrace employees, doctors and nurses at IMC and PCMC, friends of friends of friends of friends. I could go on and on and on. You all know who you are and I hope some way some how someday I can return the favor. Please Please Please keep the prayers coming! Last but not least thankyou GOD for my sweet little Jaycee and for the lessons you are teaching me. I hope I can make you and Jaycee proud.